I was crying

My first night alone was not good at all, I was crying and missing my husband beside me. And not only that because I woke up all the time, I think I woke up three times around 1am, 3am and 5am, I can´t slept and felt worried about my husband. I think it´s because I am not used to sleep without my husband, but last night I didn´t cried anymore but still have problem sleeping (because I am needing my husband´s presence beside me ). I feel better now because I and hubby are texting to each other everyday, and tomorrow night he will be home, I am very excited to see my husband after three days of being alone. Now I realized how does it feel to be far away from my husband, that´s why I am worried about my vacation maybe I cannot make it for three months away from my husband. Because of my worried I don´t felt totally excited for my up coming vacation to my family in Philippines. But let see what will happen, maybe I will enjoy my vacation without my husband since I really miss my family back in Philippines.