I was crying

My first night alone was not good at all, I was crying and missing my husband beside me. And not only that because I woke up all the time, I think I woke up three times around 1am, 3am and 5am, I can´t slept and felt worried about my husband. I think it´s because I am not used to sleep without my husband, but last night I didn´t cried anymore but still have problem sleeping (because I am needing my husband´s presence beside me ). I feel better now because I and hubby are texting to each other everyday, and tomorrow night he will be home, I am very excited to see my husband after three days of being alone. Now I realized how does it feel to be far away from my husband, that´s why I am worried about my vacation maybe I cannot make it for three months away from my husband. Because of my worried I don´t felt totally excited for my up coming vacation to my family in Philippines. But let see what will happen, maybe I will enjoy my vacation without my husband since I really miss my family back in Philippines.

My husband´s birthday

Last 23 of Nov. was my husband´s birthday, and he asked me if I can bake cake for his birthday, I can bake all kind of cake but except banana cake lol. Since I don´t know any kind of cake except banana cake, I surfed the net to find cake to bake. And after 20 minutes of surfing I found the blueberry cake, which made me happy since my husband and I love blueberries.


I was planning to buy him a present but he said that he don´t need anything because he has all he need which is ME (wink) so I decided to bought a card and bake a cake for him, which I knew that he will love it. I don´t know yet, maybe I will buy him something before I leave to Philippines.

I was really happy because I made a blueberry cake and husband love it. When he was reading my card, I can see tears in his eyes, which made me cried. He loves my card that made him decided to brought to Ukraine with him, and show it to his co-workers ( duh ngpahambog intawon ako bana lol ).

While I am writing this post, I and hubby are texting to each other. I already miss my husband, now I realized how difficult to be alone. I am happy because I made my husband happy during his birthday.

My husband flew to Ukraine

I woke up early today because I need to help my husband to fix his things before he left to Ukraine ( while I was writing this post my husband is on the plane to Ukraine). I asked my husband last week if he can go to Ukraine after I left but he told me that it can´t be done because he need to be in Ukraine this week. It was not a good idea that he left today, since I only have eight days to go before my flight. Since my husband left today to Ukraine, we have little time left to spent together, instead of eight days together it will be four days because of his business trip. I will be alone starting today until Friday night, anyway it will be good exercise since I will have my vacation in Philippines soon and stay there for few months. Since I am alone, I can able to update my blogs, and do some tasks that have been waiting for me to write them ( I know it´s not a good reputation for me to all my advertiser, but what can I do I am really busy these days, I hope they will understand it ). Anyway I need to stop now, and get ready for my exam in English. Baboo guys.

Song that we have been singing these days

These days, I and hubby have been singing this song " Leaving on a jet plane " because we will both have different kind of trip, he will be leaving tomorrow to Ukraine for four days and be back on Friday night, and as for me I will be leaving to Philippines this coming Dec. two and I stay there for three months. My husband told me that wherever I go, I´m always in his heart and his looking forward to see me again ( which is 99 days to go from now ) when he said that my teardrop comes because I can´t control it, and he kissed my tears and hug me tight. I know it´s a little bit corny, but who cares lol. I love the way my husband treated me. I have been thinking about my trip, if I can do it without my husband for 90 days, so let see folks, how it goes for me ( sorry for the drama guys lol).

Done my check-up

Finally! I did my medical check-up this morning, so no worries anymore. The things that made me worry has gone already, and the only left is the exciting part, such as shopping and party before my departure. There are 12 days to go before my flight, and it made me excited more and more and also sad at the same time. But I realized, it´s normal since my husband will not be with me during my journey, and he told me that I will enjoy the vacation without him and he will wait me until I came back home with him again and build a next level of our relationship. I am talking about having a baby after my vacation in Philippines, my husband is really excited for my come back home with him ( I am also excited to see him again after my vacation, because I will miss him badly ).

Anyway, my check-up this morning went well, and I am happy because now I knew that I have a good health. They took a blood test on me, and I got the result for less than a minutes ( I can say we have a very high technology ). I done my check up for at 20 minutes, that was quickly, I didn´t expected that but we have the saying " Expect the unexpected " which I agreed. By next week, I will start the shopping, which is the exciting thing to do before my departure. Time goes by so fast, it is only 12 days to go before my flight. Woooh! Can´t wait to see my family, specially my mom :P, See you around folks.

My new additional collection

Last Friday we woke up through door bell, we don´t expected any visitors that day, but I have suspicious that it would be my packages. And yes I was not wrong because it was my packages, which was a bags which I bought online ( I been fan of buying online these days ). I am happy because I love and wanted the bags lol, I don´t need it but I wanted so much. I am happy because I have another additional collection of bags.


My husband asked me how many bags I have right now, and I said not much. He asked me because he has promised me that he will buy 100 bags for me in the future ( but not only one time buying but maybe each month or so, until it will reach 100 lol ). My husband knew how much I love bags, and he wanted to give me everything I want, thanks to hubby for always giving me what I wants :P...

Done my vaccine..

Yesterday I woke up through my husband message, " Darling come down, they have an available vaccine, come quickly because there are ten people already waiting for the vaccine ", then he went to the office. After I heard that message from hubby, I quickly dressed up and fixed my hair and went down, I don´t have more time to put make-up and look many times in the mirror before I go. I waited in the waiting area for at least an hour, then it was my turn, I hate the feeling of the injection but I need to do that for the sake of the people around me specially children and of course, myself. Since I will travel, I need to protect myself from any kind of sickness like swine flu which is spread all over the world now.

It was not the plan to have the vaccine, but I and hubby thought it was a good idea since we don´t know when they will have an available vaccine. While I was on the room waiting for the nurse who will inject the vaccine, I was starting to get nervous and my hands are starting to felt cold. When I met the nurse, I told her what was my thought that time, and she just answered me " It is really cool to have the injection for swine flu because you will help yourself, the people around you specially children. I told the nurse, it is not cool at all to get injection, and she answered back, don´t worry I know you can do it with a smile on her face. After a minutes, she said to me, it´s done and you did it. I felt better the way she entertainment so that I will not be afraid or cry lol.

Anyway the time I left the door of the Health Center, I felt dizzy which made me sat down for a while in a bench outside in the Health Center and after a minutes, I went home and made myself ready for my exam even though I felt dizzy that time. Like I said I didn´t expected that this will happen, but I still need to went to school and done my exam otherwise I will not have any special exam. When I came to school, I felt good except of my hurt arm and I tried to avoid it and just need to be extra careful with my arm. And thanks GOD it went well.

Last night, I have a slight fever, but when I woke up this morning, I feel great. I just lay in the bed with my husband and we just played our phones. I also download some games in my iPhone. I just relax now in front of my computer and doing my post in this blog, and later tonight I will watch concert with my friend Tejan. Have a nice weekend guy :P..